I love them both, cant have them both.
Let tearing me apart !
My former joy and present lover
both have got my heart
I have to choose, so i must lose
Someone I really love
It feels like dirt that I must hurt
A guy that I dream of
Why this must be I cannot see;
I only know I must
Each might endure, for Iam sure
That this is love, not lust
I weep and wail to no avrail;
I cant say no to either
But if I cant tell what I want,
Could that mean I want neither ??